Wednesday, April 21, 2010

a new path

I've been feeling like it's time for a change since last August. I am now presented with 2 opportunities: a kinder position at a nice west side school, or a counselor position at a nice central school. I'm a nervous wreck.

kinder
pros: get to teach a new subject, different group of kids, better socio-economic environment, closer to home
cons: teaching a new subject, different groups of parents, different socio-economic environment, commute time may be the same, don't have the confidence I think I need to teach reading

counselor
pros: finally putting that master's degree to use!, get out of the classroom, super nice environment & school, better socio-economic environment, VERY close to home
cons: don't want to end up like a lot of those school counselors that get treated like administrative assistants.

staying put in pre-k
pros: already know the curriculum inside & out, have GREAT co-workers, know what's expected of me, like our administration
cons: shitty neighborhood, iffy parents, kids with no language and no experiences, bad commute, mold in the classrooms.

Like I said, the stomach acid is churning. Change is super scary right now, what with the personal issues going on...however, it might be just the challenge I need. Everyday feels pretty much like a chore.

Monday, April 19, 2010

omg

they don't bother me.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Thursday, April 8, 2010

ouch


This is oak pollen. It is in my throat and lungs. Because of this pretty yellow dust, I've lost my voice. Nature is cruel.